After recently lost one of my goodfriends without even had a chance to say how much I care about her , much less said I was sorry ( we parted after some disagreement while chatting and she passed away 1 week after that ) , I always feel "A hole" in my heart that might be never be filled anymore.
So this written journal from Uni Salbiah website http://sarqina.multiply.com/journal/item/696 , remind us all to take care all of our friends, before something bad happen ( God forbid of course ).
I dedicate this journal also for one of my girlfriend who just chatted with me recently and she just poured her heart out about her relationship with somebody. Gal, this is for you , too.
Also for my goodfriends, 
this is for you(s) too. BTW, thanks uni Salbiah..
Me, beginning of Fall 2006 
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Have you ever wondered which
hurts the most?.
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying
nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest
things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you
love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you
don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you
already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on
its own........when you least suspect it, or even
when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with
everything you had, but that other person was too
afraid to let you ?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are
too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other
person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to
handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid
of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear
grows stronger .
Life is all about risks and it requires you to
jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and
wonder what they would have done, or could
have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love
you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted
someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died
tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you
felt? ( even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more
than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to
say I am friends with all of my family and they
know I love them?*
People live, but people die.I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good
friends the next year, don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to
you again in my life, you are special to me
and you have made a difference in my
life.
I look up to you, respect you, truly
cherish you , most of all I CARE about
you.
Remember, everyone needs a friend
someday you might feel like you have
No Friends at all, just remember and take
comfort in knowing somebody out there cares
about you and . always will..
I care about YOU !!
